I got on the bus at 2nd and Market and edged my way through the crowd until I found a spot where I could stand next to the backdoor stairwell. The bus bumped along 2nd Street like a dune buggy in an off road race in Baja. Despite the crowd, it was quiet, with the only audible sounds a few hushed conversations, rap music coming out of someone’s headphones, and the rustling of backpacks and shopping bags.
I opened my book and began to read, one hand splaying the book open and the other hand holding onto the pole in the middle of the stairwell. I was facing sideways toward the west side of 2nd Street. I was not paying particular attention to my surroundings.
Suddenly the bus slammed to a stop and I was thrust forward. I tried to hang onto the pole and I was spun around and dropped my book into the stairwell where I had fallen.
I got back to my feet and looked toward the front of the bus to try to find out what had happened. Having ridden the buses of San Francisco for over twenty years I was not unused to sudden stops like these.
I picked up my book. I expected the bus to continue moving again. When it didn’t I looked out the window and oriented myself. The bus had stopped in the middle of the intersection at 2nd and Folsom. Why would we be stopped at such an inopportune location? The most plausible answer was that the pole connecting the bus to the electric wires above the city streets had come unattached. But the driver was still in his seat and was not out in the streets trying to reconnect it.
The bus driver did not say anything and from my vantage point in the back of the bus I could not see outside very clearly. The passengers on the bus began to talk and complain and inquire about what was going on. The driver made no announcements and would not answer anyone’s questions. He continued to sit in his seat.
When it became apparent that the bus was not going to continue its route, people in the front of the bus began to exit. I tried to exit out the back doors but the doors would not open. I waited as the line of people moved forward to the front of the bus and exited.
While I was waiting to move to the front of the bus, sirens from police cars and an ambulance and a fire engine filled the air. The hustle bustle of the city streets was reduced to background noise. A police officer came onto the bus and ordered everyone to get off the bus.
As I stepped off the front steps into the street, the cause of the sudden stop became apparent. Lying in the street about five feet diagonally from the bus’s front right tire was a young women. She was semi-curled up with her hands by her side. The white of her face contrasted starkly to the dark of the asphalt. Her eyes were open, but motionless, and she stared straight ahead at the giant tire of the bus.
I walked by her and looked at her briefly. She seemed to be breathing. I saw her cell phone about ten feet away from her next to the curb in the gutter. One of her shoes lay in the street behind her, and her bare foot had a small scrape near the ankle. The driver got off the bus and covered her exposed legs with his jacket.
Two paramedics attended to her and told people to clear away. The bus blocked the intersection and stopped traffic in all directions. Pedestrians and passengers hung around unsure what to do. People made phone calls and speculated about what had happened. Drivers honked angrily. Pigeons cooed on the top of streetlights.
I overheard conversations. One person said the woman was texting on her phone as she stepped off the curb against the light. Another person said the bus driver tried to make it through the yellow light as it was turning red. No one seemed to be certain. Two cops got a witness report from a man who was sitting near the front of the bus. He said he didn’t know exactly what happened either.
I stayed off in the distance a little bit. The paramedics lifted the woman into the ambulance. The ambulance sped away with its lights flashing. The bus driver paced back and forth on the sidewalk. Eventually, there was nothing left to see. There was nothing anyone could do. We all had to get on with our days, and so we all went our separate directions down 2nd Street or down Folsom.
I tried to find out what happened to that woman. Over the next week or so I looked online, I read the local papers, and I watched the local news. I didn’t hear or see anything. I don’t know what happened to her.
I still think about her sometimes.



We are all connected, and we cannot forget each other, even if we could.
Yes, I believe that is true too.
Wow, that sounds almost eerie…if it were caused my her texting while crossing the street, I’m only slightly ashamed to say I would have less sympathy for her, especailly because in some areas, doing that is against the law and it is one of my pet peeves. *Head explodes* But since the answer is unclear, I guess I can’t point any fingers. In any event, this would be a classic example of what not to do when crossing the street–either not look both ways and see a bus trying to speed through a yellow light, or impair your senses by paying attention to your phone. Not knowing the answer is bugging ME, so I can only imagine why you’ve never forgotton her. Maybe she tripped on her shoe or something. :/
Interesting tale. You do tell some transfixing stories. ^_^
Yes, what you say all resonates with me. I’m sure I’ll never know how it happened. I suppose only the bus driver and the woman (if she’s still alive) will know for sure. And maybe not, if one or both of them were not fully aware of their surroundings.
I’m glad you like my stories, and that you have left comments about them. I enjoy the interaction. Thank you very much.
Every day we are given to live life is a blessing. I can understand how seeing that tragedy would stay with you. I still see children I met in a cancer ward when I was 5 while visiting my father. I think these memories stick with us to remind how precious and fragile life really is.
Thanks for sharing this. It made me appreciate my life today.
Hi Danyen. You know, I think you’re right about the memories sticking with us as reminders about the preciousness of life. That is definitely true for me.
I’m happy to share, and I’m glad you were able to connect and get something out of the writing and the story.
Jared
Jared – Excellent, sensory descriptions here that bring us so vividly into the scene. I can feel the stillness of the woman juxtaposed against all the activity moving around her. I can see why you held on this experience in your mind, and the disturbing lack of closure in not knowing what happened to her–it’s such a strange experience when you have such a personal moment with a stranger. -Alexandra
Thanks, Alexandra, for your comments. I tried to write this a few times since it happened at the beginning of May. And I found that just keeping it simple and tell what happened was the best route. And, yes, it is a strange experience, but one that reminds us that we’re real and living and that it could all change in a moment’s time.
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